Well, I've got quite a list of projects that I want to get done in the next few months. Now that my senior project is out of the way- I'm good to go. School's going pretty easily for once... But- that's going to change here sometime next week or so. Finals... *shudders* I'm not even going to go into that crap. I'm just going to enjoy not having a whole lot of work to do.

Digital art owns me now. Which means I've got a 120 set of Prismacolor thicklead pencils that are collecting dust. D: Maybe someday I'll get off my ass and sell them. I've sharpened like... maybe 15 or 16 of them... and have barely used them. It's practically a new set. Now I just have to find someone to shell out at least $90. because... the set was about $130. But... a small part of me is telling me to hold onto them. I'm not sure what will become of them.

I'm also thinking of upgrading to a nicer Wacom tablet, too. I'm thinking of getting an Intuos. But that'll just have to come later... Just like me getting a new Mac will have to come later... much... much later... this old powerbook is killing me. My patience with slow computers is falling away from me. Seeing as I've only had slow computers all of my life... *laughs* the file server in our house (which was my first computer- like... ever) is running at a whopping 140Mhz. *dies* dude... most new computers these days have anything from 1.6Ghz to God only knows how high. lmao But... yeah... I'm beginning to not have patience with all of this slowness.

My 3D stuff is sorta developing... sorta... I'm not into it as much as I used to be... only because it's simply time consuming. And as you know- my time is limited. Though- I'm kinda in the middle of a nifty project. I'm working on it ever so slowly. Just the kitchen alone has taken about 18 hours worth of my time across the span of a week. And- another reason why I'm not so into it- is because the software that I use, is a complete bitch to me- crashing and freezing all the time. The tools that I use to create all of the models and surfaces works fine. But the redering program which does all of the lighting and adds all of the realistic effects... I just... *growls* have no patience for it... because every time I make a tiny assed change... I have to click the save button... because I don't know when it's going to crash on me. And it sometimes decides that it doesn't even want to save at all (even though I've clicked the save button)... so sometimes I lose a ton of stuff... and much cursing and swearing, slamming of keyboards, mouses etc ensues. I've gone through about three keyboards in the last year. XD I miss my Logitech board... *laughs* yes... i'm random... and I commend you if you've read this far in this retarded journal...

But- I think there's a point to all of this somewhere in there. lmao.

Meh- I've run out of things to say- and I've got a bit of homework I should be doing. So.. .I'll be off.

JM^^

things haven't been going to great as of late. Everything is falling apart. Wouldn't be the first time this has happened, but why does it always seem to happen right when I think that everything's going to be alright. Homelife is getting crappier by the day. I can't seem to get fully into swing with my school stuff, and I'm generally depressed as usual. And as usual, I whine about it for twenty minutes, all the while hating myself for taking it out on the people around me. So sorry for this bullcrap, but i'm on the brink of losing my frikkin mind. I'm sick of the majority of all this crap that goes on around here, maybe it would be nice to go to another school for a while, just to get away from the retardedness that I'm served with. I won't go any further on this because I'm sure you're already sick of listening... or... reading. whatever.

onto other news, um... to fight off my swayed feelings, I'm offering to do practically ANY giftart or whatever for anyone who wants something done. I'm open for requests n stuff whenever you'd like, so send me a note- i check this at least every other day. and I'd be more than glad to do something for you. (whoever you may be)

yeah... prolly wont get too many requests cuz of teh psycho journal entry XD but hey! i'm not psycho, i'm just plain crazy XDD oh nevermind.

just had to get rid of that last entry off my site. Makin me sick having to scroll all the way to the bottom to see all my stuff.

Yeah, Quizizzle as they call it. XD
read it 'n weep. DX nevermind me.

Note to y'all, this mofo's FREAKIN LONG! beware!

1. Nervous Habits:
I have a tendency to tap my fingers, gets annoying after a while.

2. Are you double jointed:
I can bend my fingers backward without forcing them with my hands if that means anything.

3. Can you roll your tongue:
Yeah... guess so.

4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time:
only my right one though. the left one just doesn't work. XD

5. Can you blow spit bubbles:
WTF? what kind of question is this. Of course yes. on a good day though. XD jus jokin.

6. Can you cross your eyes:
yeah. i can move one eye all by itself too. heheheheh beat that! you other weirdo people.

7. Tattoos:
Nope. Think they're stupid. Perfect way to ruin yourself. could go on and on, but i won't do that.

8. Piercings:
None

9. Do you make your bed daily:
only before I go to bed. go figure. XD

CLOTHES----
10. Which shoe goes on first:
um... whichever one I grab first?

11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone:
no... but have thought about it. XD

12. On the average, how much money do you carry:
I'm broke... are you kidding!?

13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7?:
None. used to wear a silver crucifix though, don't know where that went to. Damn theives.

14. Favorite piece of clothing:
Would definately have to be my white pants. I love em. they're so comfy. XD there's mah stupidness going again.

FOOD----
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it:
I twirl it. I like my food simple.

16. Have you ever eaten Spam:
To be technical, you can't eat junk email so... XD yeah, I have, it's not that great, just tastes like ham. So what!

17. Favorite ice cream flavor:
Can't eat too much of it, causes tummeh problems. But, either coffee or cookie dough. they taste almost the same if you ask me, but, oh well.

18. How many cereals in your cabinet:
Cereal... mmmm... brings back the memories of days that I used to ACTUALLY EAT BREAKFAST! unfortunately i don't have time anymore, so. But i'd take a guess that we have at least one.

19. What's your favorite beverage:
Mountain Dew is alright, Coke sucks the big one. and I'd probably have to go with Sierra Mist. I drink it all the time.

20. What's your favorite restaurant:
Um, Governor's. They're pretty expensive but it's still good eatin'!

21. Do you cook:
Mostly canned stuff and stuff in small boxes. yuppers. oh oh oh! i can cook sausages like nobodies business and stuff like fried rice. I do good with that stuff.

GROOMING----
22. How often do you brush your teeth:
at least once. depends on when I eat. I've actually brushed five times in a day before. Long story...

23. Hair drying method:
Depends on how lazy I am in the morning. If I've got time, I'll towel dry it, and if I'm feeling kinda lazy, I'll just let it air dry.

24. Have you ever colored / highlighted your hair:
No. Would like to get my hair back to the reddish color it once was though. DX

MANNERS----
25. Do you swear:
It's becoming a bad habit. I used to like crazy, but I've gotten better over the years. But, never around important people.

26. Do you ever spit:
No. Don't got a reason to.

FAVORITE----
27. Animal:
Ferrets. Tey're so kewl!

28. Food:
Any type of steak cooked the right way

29. Month:
Hmm... would have to say around July. s'when summah comes around. me loves teh summah.

30. Day:
Friday. Duh.

31. Cartoon:
FullMetal Alchemist homie. fo' life. XD

32. Shoe Brand:
Um... the kind you put on yer feet? ...Addidas. s'all i can afford.

33. Subject in school:
English, Art, US History (hate world history), Applied Tech. (techie class)

34. Color:
Mostly cold colors like the darker blues and greens 'n stuff. I pick green as much as I can. especially for clothes. XD

35. Sport:
Don't really get into sports. Hate all teh over exaggerated rivalries.

36. Show:
Yes Dear, Two and a Half Men (if you don't like TaaHM, you're on CRACK!) Cinematech

IN AND AROUND----
41. In the CD player:
Gorillaz

42. Person you talk on the phone with most:
Robin

44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows:
store windows? um... no, but in car windows, yes.

45. What color is your bedroom:
white and blue

47. Window seat or aisle:
Aisle... I'd like to think I could get away from something if it happened.

LA LA LAND----
48. What's your sleeping position:
Left side or on my back.

49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket:
Yeah, just doesn't feel right without it.

50. Do you snore:
I don't think I do. But I'm never awake to tell. What a shame.

51. Do you sleepwalk:
Another one of those "if I were awake" things.

52. Do you talk in your sleep:
Somebody claims that I do, but I think they're crazy.

53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals:
No. But there is a little stuffed Alaskan Husky kind of doggy on moi dresser.

54. How about with the light on:
Not with the light directly on, but I need some light in the room. Which usually ends up as my computer screen.

55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on:
Sometimes. All depends on how tired I am. and then on how good the show is.


~*~*~ BASIC STUFF ~*~*~
FULL NAME: Jeremy David (thatpsersonwhoyouwontknow) It was supposed to be Jericho, but somebody in the family had a headfit)
DATE OF BIRTH: 8/22/89
WHERE WERE YOU BORN: lkaj;sdlkjfal;kj, Maine
WHERE IS YOUR CURRENT LOCATION: ;lkajdf;lakjf;lkajf;a, Maine
COLOR OF YOUR HAIR: Light Brown
ARE YOU A GIRL OR GUY: Dude
COLOR OF YOUR EYES: My eyes don't really have a color to them. They look black. And that's even while looking at them in a bright room. But they say they're brown, so I'll believe 'em.
HEIGHT: 5'3" / 5'4" ish last time I checked
WEIGHT: 120 lbs
AGE: 16
ANY PIERCINGS: none
ANY TATTOOS: none
~*~*~ LOVE LIFE~*~*~
DO YOU HAVE A BF OR A GF: Yeah
IF SO WHO IS THIS LUCKY PERSON: Robin
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN TOGETHER: 'bout a month now
WHO DO YOU THINK IS THE HOTTEST CELEBRITY: Um, don't really think that way about adults. eeeeeeeeeewie.

~*~*~ THIS OR THAT ~*~*~
BZOINK OR QUIZILLA: Quizilla.
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Vanilla.
BLACK OR WHITE: White.
BEING BLIND OR BEING DEAF: I'm not answering that. cuz it'd suck either way.
THAT 70'S SHOW OR FRIENDS: Honestly, they both suck ass. (not nads... ass... BIG ASS! XDDD heh.)
PARIS HILTON OR NICOLE RICHIE: Who the hell is Nicole Richie?
CARMEN ELECTRA OR ANGELINA JOLIE: Neither they're both "fugly".
BRITTANY SPEARS OR CHRISTINA AGUILERA: Neither. They both have been labeled as women with questionable motives. (if you know what I'm getting at)
CHEESE BURGER OR HOTDOG: Cheeseburger dude, are you crazy?
SILVER OR GOLD: Silver. Definately.
HUGS OR KISSES: Hmmm. both if you ask me, but, depends on the kisser if you wanna get technical.
ROCK OR RAP: Rock. Rap sucks (depends on what it is though)
MARYLIN MANSON OR SNOOPDOG: oh, pal... it;s DOGG, you typo'ed terdhead. But yeah. Snoop without a doubt.
AIM OR MSN OR YAHOO: ALL THREE! w00t!
FRUIT OR VEGGIES: Fruit.
COMEDY MOVIES OR SCARY MOVIES: Comedy.
SOUTH PARK OR FAMILY GUY: Family Guy. South Park's too... i dunno, just dumb. Never liked it.
STARBURST OR SNICKERS: Snickers. defininately
NERDS OR GEEKS: What's the difference?
RINGS OR EARRINGS: Earrings.
NECKLACES OR BRACELETS: Necklaces
RAIN OR SHINE: Little bit 'o both.
FRIENDS OR FAMILY: Both.
LOVE OR LUST: Love.
INTERNET OR PHONE: Internet. Because people don't call me anymore.
DOUBLE DATES OR SINGLE: Single dates.

~*~*~ DO YOU ~*~*~
SMOKE: Hell no. Never even considered it. Makes me sick just smellin the stuff.
DRINK: No comment. XD
CHEAT: That's just not in my personality to do something like that. I'm too loyal for something that low.
DRIVE: Yeah. Only got my permit though.
READ: Depends on what it is.
EAT HEALTHY: heh... um... you could say I do. I never go hungry if that's what you mean.
TALK ALOT: Depends on the conversation.
WATCH ALOT OF TV: No. got better things to do.
DISOBEY YOUR PARENTS: Meh... 'tis a touchy subject. But overall, no. They claim that I do.
GET BORED EASILY: Too easily. I guess I try too hard to find something to do.

~*~*~ FAVORITES ~*~*~:
FOOD: *sighs* i've answered this before.
MOVIE: Would have to be... John Q i guess. It had a good storyline to it.
TV SHOW: Two and a Half Men
CANDY: Reeses Peanut Butter Cups, dude.
WEBSITE: um... probably dA, but...
PERSON: seems everybody likes their brothers these days. But yeah, would have to be my brother if anyone.
COLOR: Green
DISNEY MOVIE: Aladdin, Mulan, and if you turn the volume down and you look at it for animation purposes, Anastasia. But that's a really funky weird movie so, forget I said that.
DISNEY CHARACTER: Probably would have to go with the Hawaiian dude off of Lilo and Stitch. Because nobody ever notices him. I think his name was David. heh. how situational.
ACTOR: Tommy Lee Jones is cool, but strange though. Um, Definately David Spade. (capitol One commercials pwn the world!)
ACTRESS: um... don't know right off the bat.
CD: Audioslave
RAPPER: um... can't think of one right now.
BAND: Audioslave or Linkin Park or, Gorillaz. Oh man. don't fry my brain with this stuff.
SINGER: Chris Cornell. (singer of Audioslave. heh i'm dumb i know)
ANIMAL: Ferret. Haven't I answered these damn questions before?
MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE: HAH! you almost made me laugh there for a second. don't be silly foo, that sheet don't happen to me!
CARTOON: This is getting repetative. *getsangryatquizwriter*
PLACE: Er... wherever my friends are. There's no better place. Mah only sanctuary.

~*~*~ RANDOM STUFF ~*~*~
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED: Believe it or not, it wasn't that long ago. Yeah, I'm one of those easily broken people. yeah. point and laugh you mother futhers.
HAVE YOU EVER KISSED SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX: BLEH! Yuckkeh. that's just nasty, dude.
HAVE YOU EVER KISSED SOMEONE IN THE RAIN: No, but sounds, er... romantic? just hope it's not cold rain. That could cause some problems.
HAVE YOU EVER HIT SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Hit someone? well, yeah. dumbass. only playful hits though. I'm not an abuser.
EVER GONE WILD IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN??: That's almost too funny, even if I did, why the hell would I tell anyone?!
ARE YOU RELIGIOUS: Sorta
IF SO WHAT RELIGION: I believe in God okay? does that register with people?
DO YOU GO ON MYSPACE: every once and a great while.
DO YOU LIKE POP MUSIC: gotta have the right music pal. or else it's out the window.
ARE YOU AGAINST SAME SEX MARRIAGE: As long as they don't bother me with it, I'm all set.
DO YOU LIKE PRESIDENT BUSH: He's already the damn president!!! It doesn't matter if I like him or not! there's not much I can do about it!
WHAT DID YOU THINK ABOUT THIS SURVEY?: let's just say it's 8:41 PM right now. You figure it out.

yuppers. that's me!

join us next time on....

heh. journal deemed USELESS!

Been workin lately on my own little art haven away from this one. My art site is going to be centered around the art of my friends. I'm going to have to have some major time put into fixing up the rest of this site, but when I'm done, it'll look fantastic. I think so anyway. Me and HTML are good friends now. *hugstehhypertextmarkuplanguage* XD Where would we be without the internet? In some ways, I wish the internet would just blow the fekk up, but other days, I am glad to have it. Because now I have something to look forward to from now on. But that's another story.

Oh man, I absolutely love the new FMA mangas. Read through the first one the other night. Probably going to look over it again just for the heck of it.

And hey! to any FMA fan who knows... So far, I've known of a few Homunculi- Lust, Gluttony, Envy. What I'm getting at is, is that I know what these three can do "talent-wise" but who is Pride, and what does he\she do? Then, who else is there for Homunculi? (other than the kid with the awkward limbs)

I hate having a huge burst of inspiration like I had this last week or so, because after a while, I'm dead broke of ideas. And it sucks. Because I was having a great time doing tons of sketches and primaries for drawings that I'll complete the next time I have a spare moment.

Had Chinese food last night. Bleh... now I know why we don't get it much anymore. It sucks... or at least it does where we had it. I knew I was going to feel like crap by the end of the night.

Yep... got to get working on my big HTML project, so guess I'll update some other time in the future. (obviously)